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Rubia haz moved . [29 Feb 2004|08:25pm]
NEW JOURNAL !

Wut`s good ? Delete this username and add banqn_rubia to ur friendz list . i`m not going to delete this journal cuz i have TOO much memories on this thang but i won`t be updating here anymore iight . Muahz <33 Add me on the other one and i`ll add u back . Simple as that ;] Peeeeeeeace out .

Dat Gata Gangster Rubia .
2 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Just a quick update . [29 Feb 2004|03:52pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Hmm i don`t have much to say . Just that i`m very sleep and tired and still kind of sick ;[ . I go back to skool tomorrow [ I didn`t go last Friday ] And Jorge didn`t either ;D . Uhm soo yea that`s bout it .

Anyways i`m out probably gonna go smoke a square ;X <33 Buhbye !

10 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Yooooo . [29 Feb 2004|12:04am]
[ mood | tired ]

Damnz i`m SOO tired !! I went to sleep last night like around 4 and i had a fucking Photo Shoot today . And they usually say the night before u should get ALOT of sleep and be ready for it . Hahz , this diick ! I woke up like at 9 , Soo i got bout 5 hourz sleep , not even . Wellz , i woke up soo mad my celly didn`t wanna turn on ! It`s fucking gay . Last night i was texting Miguel and that shyt just turned off on me and didn`t wanna turn back on . I was SOO pissed off ! Soo w.e i woke up and cleaned my room and got dressed and headed on out to the peluqueria wit my mom dukes and w.e i got my hair blowdried , looks pimp as fuck ;] And i went to the Chinitos for they can fix me that one nail that cracked . I got to Baron late as usual ;X and when i got there they just told me to change to my Elegant outfit . Soo w.e yea i the pic wit my red dress . Then we changed to casual and awwz i fucking loved my outfit yo . I`mma see when i get the pics on here so u guy`s can see ;] Well after we were done with the pics we walked once on the runway i did it GOOD no mistakes . Cuz i usually always tend to fuck up somehow somewhere . Like usually once i get up there my mind goes blank and yeaa but today was GOOD whoo hoo ;] Uhm then after that Baron had put tha pics in a disk on the computerz outside and we were all looking at them and the parent`s too and shyt . My mom dukes wus soo proud of me ;] She`s always dreamed of being a model herself since she was a lil git pero my grandparent`s never had money and shit soo yuh she wasn`t able to soo it`s kinda like a dream to her for me to be doing this ;] . Wellz then we left and we went to Mcdonald`s and Lisette called asking if i was going to Eliades`z party which i wanted to but w.e i knew i was gonna be too tired soo i was like nahz . And now i`m just here bored online i`mma see if tomorrow my beautiful mother takez me to Best Buy to buy a fucking modem ! I can`t stand being on her laptop no more i mean yuhz i`m glad she let`s me use it and all but it ain`t the same az a real computer . Wellz , i`m out <33 Muahz .

Model Type Rubia

15 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Cuando el amor se va ya no hay mas remedio que dejarlo volar . [26 Feb 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Yoooo wut`s good ?
Nothing much here . Lyl lady soo fucking bored !

Hmm , today i didn`t go to skool i wasn`t really in tha mood since last night i fell asleep like a 3 , cuhz i couldn`t go to sleep . And w.e my mom woke me up and being the understanding person that she is she let me stay ;] Yayz . I was soo happy i didn`t go cuhz i didn`t wanna go to my 4th period [ Can`t stand that bytch ] I was planning on skipping it wit Kenia , and turnz out she didn`t go to skool either !

Well yuh tomorrow back to skool i`m actually happy though . Haven`t seen those people in like almost a month and shyt . Wow , it`s gonna seem soo weird ! And omg i`mma see Jorge ! Ahhz i want something to happen already bro w.e we`ll see ;]

My nose is still kinda stuffy but i`m doing much better . My voice is back to normal whoop whoop ! My period`s all gone ;] Yayz ! !

Grr i`m soo mad my fucking nail broke ;[ The one on the index finger in my left hand . Lolz , i sound like one of them prepped the fuck out bytches like Omg , i broke a nail . But nahz man on tha real i`m soo mad cuhz they were looking soo pretty and Saturday i got a Photo Shoot and now i`mma have to go to the Chinitos to fix that one . It like just cracked in half and was looking all nasty so i just took it all off .

Nothing else to say soo yuh i`m out ;]

Wish me luck at skool tomorrow hopefully i have a GOOD day and WON`T GET IN TROUBLE or GET IN C.S.I !

lyL lady rubia

15 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Lil rubia up in diz bytch ;] [24 Feb 2004|10:54pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Grr i hate being sick ;[ Ahhhz it`s a pain in the fucking ass meng !

Well nutting`z been up lately .

Yesterday did nothing but stay home , slept till like 4 n shyt . I was soo sick and i also had gotten my period ;[ Wut a fucking bad one yo .

Today slept till like 1 and hmm stayed in bed watching t.v it fucking suckz i was soo hungry but when i would eat something it would have like no taste n shyt so wat`s the point of eating ? I`ve felt soo weak meng i hate being sick ! Grr .

Tomorrow same shyt imma stay in bed till who knowz wut time and yea that`s bout it

Thursday i finally go back to skool and i need to get my shyt str8 bro ;[

Uhm wut else ? Oo yuh Janet _imperfectionz_ told me she saw JORGE today in da line at lunch awwz CRAZY HAIR lmao . He better not cut it !

Well , my Chichi monster tol me she`s leaving to BOLIVIA on March 22 and ain`t coming back till next yr . Omg wtf bro dat`s my fucking best friend . I wanna cry bro ;[

Nothing else is up soo yea i`m out <33 muahz

rubia

18 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

yoo [22 Feb 2004|07:56pm]
send me ur pikz to lil lady rubia@aOl.com

for i can put them in my fotki page ;] muahz <33

rubia
17 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Dile que esta noche tu me quieres ver .... [22 Feb 2004|02:57pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I`m sooo mad . My parent`s haven`t paid AOL for like 3 monthz n shyt lol becuz since my computer ain`t working basically watz tha point right ? But still , i go on in my mom`s laptop on AIM and now i can`t even do that . Grrr ! Fucking mierda

Yesterday was SOO fucking hectic . My mom woke me up and we went to D`or and i bought thiz cute white skirt i`m sure u guyz have seen it before , some light blue tank top , n a red dress for the photo shoot . She dropped me off at Modeling and we had a liL fashion show wit the clothez we took . My modeling teacher Dani said i have it in me and i have alot of potential and i don`t really need to perfect anything soo soo that`s str8 .

After that we were taking the pics and yea we took a whole bunch of pikz they`ll be up on the website soon and i`ll show u guys . I also have a photo shoot next Saturday too ! Whoo hoo ;]

At like 7 my mom went to go pick me up and she bought me Mcdonald`s i was soo tired i got home n just got on wit her laptop . I wasn`t in the mood to go out . My feet hurt sooo much soo yea .

Today i`mma just stay home chillen don`t really wanna go out either

And i go back to skool on Thursday bro . That shyt`s crazy i miss skool !!

And i wannasee Jorge . Grr !! Well i`mma see if when my mom getz home if she`ll take me to Best Buy to buy a modem ;]

Iz cpixel working for u guyz ?

Well , i`m out <33 Muahz .

Rubia holdin it down for that 2Oo4

9 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Modeling fest on 8 st / Photo shoot today ;] [21 Feb 2004|12:36pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Yooo wut`s fucking good ?

I`m straiiiiight . Happy n excited as fuck ;]

I`m just waiting for my mom dukes to get ready so we can go to D`or to buy thiz cute skirt i saw yesterday and another outfit . Cuz today at 4 i have a photo shoot ;] Whoo hoo . I hope it goez good . Wish me luck u guyz i`ll show ya`ll the pikz when i get them .

Yesterday was hectic as fuck . My mom woke me up like around 1O and went to D`or to buy me a dress and some shoez cuz at night i had to go to some thang there for Modeling i had noo idea wut it wuz . I bought myself some cute ass tube dress in black with like a pink line in the middle too fucking cute . And i bought some high heels . Then my mom dropped me off at the beauty salon and they blowdried my hair and CUT MY TIPZ i wanted to die ! I almost cried i`m so stupid but bro i LOOOOOVE my hair . lmao . Soo yea i also did my eyebrowz and went next door and did my nailz at tha chinitoz . Their pink and i did the airbrush design wit lil heartz lookz mad cute . Then i went to my cuzin Lisette`s crib to change and we went to my Modeling agency . It was this HUGE party on 8 st . A stage , alot of music , Salsa 98 dj`s , Alot of shyt . The Baron modelz went up there and they jus presented us and that`s bout it . I wuz the whole time wit Isamar just walking around that place

It was alot of fun we left at like 1O:3O , then we went back to Lisette`s crib and ate and came back home and i was SOO tired and now today i need to look all pretty for the photo shoot . I`m soo excited

Well i`m out <33 Muahz

mOdel type rubia

27 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

5 Dayz OUTDOOR SUSPENSION ! [19 Feb 2004|09:37pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Ooo lawd , in trouble once again !

Bro , i`m soo fucking stupid . I got outdoor suspension AGAIN and diz time for 5 dayz !

Yezterday was my last day in C.S.I , Hmm it was okay . Could`ve been better !
Albert sat right in back of me and i would look to the right to see him by the corner of my eye and he would keep looking at me then Mr . Petrowski sent him on work detail cuz he doesn`t behave in C.S.I i waz like damn what a bad one .
In 3rd period Jorge got an exlusion and waz sent to C.S.I , remember i told u guyz I WAS SOO OVER JORGE ? . Hah , Biggest lie of life ! Something bout him drivez me buck wild =X Lol , i really him on da real and i juzt realized that when i saw him walk in thru that C.S.I door . I`m such a nerd but w.e the door waz open and i saw the shadow of HIZ HAIR and i waz like OMG ! going all krazy and shyt . He waz standing up right next to me and i was like soo nervous lmao . Then he left and i was all sad ;[

W.e like 2 minz before the bell rang Mr . Petrowski wuz handing out da release formz and he gave me mine and he`s like Damn , this ur first time ever actually getting a release form in C.S.I cuz i ALWAYZ end up with outdoor when i`m in C.S.I . and he gave me high five and everythang lolz . When i wuz bout to walk out he`s like I bet i`mma see u next week I waz like nahhz chill .

Then today i wuz soo happy i got to skool i wuz like yay i`mma finally go to class . I really missed it bro and not seeing Jorge and shyt ;[ W.e today wuz early release soo the classez were short . Me and Kenia decided to skip 1st period . BIG NO NO , quess wut ? We got cought . Same lady that cought me on Tuesday =X . Omg , and Lisy liddo_one heard my name from a security walkie talkie lmao . Well , we went to Mr . Davis office and she let Kenia leave cuz Kenia`s like never gotten in trouble and shyt she`s only been to C.S.I once . But she sent me to Mr. Davis office and he was like OH MAN HERE WE GO AGAIN i was like wtf . Well he spoke to mah mom dukes and wantz to send me to Mcarthur but i don`t want to i wanna stay at Braddock . Well he looked up my record and the only option wuz to give me OUTDOOR for 5 dayz !

Soo yea , i went back to C.S.I and Mr . Petrowski waz like U JUST LEFT YESTERDAY ! i waz like hmm i know ;[ and he`s like I KNEW U WOULD BE BACK , BUT I DIDN`T THINK IT WOULD B SO SOON lmao . Anyways i stayed there for like 20 minz and my mom came to pick me up .

She wasn`t suprised once again . She wasn`t even mad , but we got in the biggest fight of life . I made her cry sooo much and she decided not to go back to work . She stayed talking to me for the longest time and i was just ignoring , screaming back at her . Ooh boy it wuz bad ;[

Then at 1 she`s like Let`s go , we`re going to ur grammaz house . I was like for wut ? She`s like don`t question me let`s go . I didn`t wanna go soo we also fought and w.e she basically had to drag me out tha crib for me to go . Whole way from my crib to Hialeah we were fighting i didn`t even get off at my gramma`s crib , i stayed in the car . And w.e my gramma came and she started talking to me omg what a show .

We stayed there till like 7 n shyt and came home n now i`m just here wit the biggest headache of life and uhm yea that`s bout it .

Tomorrow we`re gonna go to buy my hair dye . And i`mma blowdry my hair and do my nailz and we need to buy me a dress n thin asz high heelz to go to my modeling agency for the lil modeling party open house kinda of thang they gonna have . Bro , i`m the biggest spoiled brat of fuckin life , I treat my mom soo fucking bad and look at all that she fucking does for me yo . Damnz w.e i need to change on the real

Tomorrow i`mma sleep over my abuela`s crib cuz she told me she`s been having dreams related to death . That her teeth have been falling , That she`s had a candle in her mouth ! , That she`s staring at a mirror , and who knows wut else but damn i wanna be wit her cuz i hardly ever get to chill wit her man . And u imagine if one day she leavez me wtf would i do witout her ? By da way that`s my dad`s mom , Not the gramma i was talking bout that had a stroke in my one of my past entriez . This one is the chusma lol she`s a fucking trypp man <33 Well yuh i`mma sleep over till Saturday and she wantz to take me to some store there that sellz ROPA ENCUERUSA lmao , clothes that reveal alot ! That`s my steelo lmao and she knowz it . And then we gonna eat Chinese food at some place by her crib cuz that`s our fave . place to eat . Lmao lol omg i feel weird chillin wit my fuckin gramma never in my life did i ever think i would do this but damn when she told me that she had dreams related to death and all this shyt wow , kinda freaked me out soo yea .

A big kiss to mah twinnie KIKII ;] i loove u putii <33

oOo yahhhhh happy bday to mi homie chris....muahz!!

Uhm yuh i dunno wut else to say soo i`mma be out <33 Muahz .

r u b i a

17 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

3 Dayz C.S.I again =X [17 Feb 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

So yea , remember i told u guy`s i can`t stay out of trouble ?
Dayum right i can`t . I`m back in C.S.I !

Me and Kenia skipped 1st period and then decided to skip 2nd . Some new security lady that my skool has now [ which is the same bytch that cought us last week ] cought us this time again . She sent us to C.S.I and Mr . Petroski told her he didn`t want ME in there ! Wut a fucking bytch . And , they sent me to the assistant principle`s office . He almost gave me OUTDOOR SUSPENSION for the 4th time thiz yr lmao . But i was like uhm hello i just got back from outdoor today ! Soo he`s like iight let me speak to ur mom and u`ll be in C.S.I for 2 dayz . Soo he spoke to my mom dukkez and she wasn`t surprised she was in a chillin mood she didn`t even care . He told me i should be in Mcarthur becuz of my gradez and my behavior . Blahhhh i`m doing horrible bro ! I haven`t been to my normal skool classes since Feb . 6th bro , and that was only in the morning cuz like in 4th period i went to C.S.I ! I`ve been in C.S.I and outdoor ever since then blahhh and i`mma in fucking C.S.I till thursday ! And dat`s if they don`t add anymore dayz . Which knowing me i`ll probably get more dayz added on n shyt blahh !

I went to C.S.I and w.e i actually was doing work i got an extra day though cuz i was chewing gum ! From the moment i walked in Mr . Petrowski says "Oh , look Ms . Yesenia whos going to have added ten more days in a day ` Bermudez is here . I was like wtf , Yo i actually didn`t talk back to that nigga . I wasn`t disrespectful not even once that`s a fucking first yo on da real .

U guy`s r gonna be mad when i say this lol . But i gave up on Jorge ` I haven`t seen him Since February 6th ! That`s too long !!


Anyways uhm oo yea ! My mom got a call today from my Modeling teacher and she said that on Friday all the models are gonna get together for a lil party and like to show our parents and whoever wants to go what we do and what Modeling`s all bout . I`m soo fucking happy <33 I wanna go to it . I`mma go wit my mom dukes and my prima Lisette it`s gonna be soo much fun <33

That day i`mma get my hair blowdried . My nails done . And my eyebrows waxed . I need to look good and that same night i`mma dye my hair cuz the rootz look disgusting already =/

Hmm ? Dunno wut else to say .

Iight am out <33 Muahz .

Dade cOuntyz rubia

22 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Rubia lovin dat chico pitbull <33 [15 Feb 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

Wut`s the deal ? Wow , i been lost ! Did u guys miss me ? Lolz . Nah uhm wow , alot has been up lately some qOod some bad . Lets take a look ;]

SKOOL - Hmm , not too good there . Actually , HORRIBLE . I`m such a fucking slacker . If i`m not absent , i`m either skipping or in csi ! My gradez are w.e I got 3 F`z 1 </b>D</b> 1 C and 1 B . And the B iz in fashion design which is my best class which iz an elective sOo yea . Well i wuz planning on hiding the report card from my mom but ok thiz is the story :

Going back to February 6 -

Me and Kenia skipped 2nd period and dat wuz str8 even thouqh MARIA chose to qo in with 2 of her homequrlz and quess wut ? she qave me and kenia each a square lolz . and we started talkinq like we were friendz and shyt . MARIA is jOrges ex or w.e Anyways , it was str8 . I also skipped 4th period to go to 2nd lunch and in the 20 minutez break Me , Kenia and Jacky skipped in tha same bathroom . Then in 2nd lunch we just walked around ate shyt same shyt as alwayz . Well then we didn`t wanna go to 5th period so we skipped . Well in 2nd lunch Yamir had given us 2 squarez and a lighter sOo in 5th period we went back to the bathrOom and started smoking . Everything wuz going good till some new security lady decided to walkk in and started bytchinq and took us to csi . They gave us 3 dayz each blahhh w.e i was in the worst of moods also becuhz Jorge was supossedly qonna ask me out in 6th period and yea i was stuck in csi ! That sucked bolaz . I wasn`t planning on telling my mom cuz since they don`t call home n shyt but w.e when i got home she asked why was i skipping 5th , and i was like huh wtf ? and she told me my teacher had called her saying i had been skippinq for like over 2 weekz and i qo to every other class basically but herz . Lmao bytch <^> w.e sOo yea she found out i got csi .

W.e in csi they kept adding dayz and i reached the fucking limit like alwayz and they gave me outdoor ! My 3rd time already on that shyt lol , My mom wasn`t even surprised , She was more like AGAIN ? , U guyz don`t understand how bad i am to my mom and despite it all she givez me EVERYTHING shame on me ;[

Chilled at tha crib those dayz i wuz suspended . Smokkin . Drinkkin u know how it iz ;]

CHIKOZ - Let`s not even go there . Alex STILL likez me ALOT he`s dying to chill . I think we`re chillin diz saturday datz coming up soo yea . And yuh chanel , i promise i`ll take pikkz so we can finally see if u know who diz character is . Jorge , hmm i haven`t seen him in soo long since i been in csi and suspended and shyt we`ll see what happenz tuesday when we qo back to skool . Rudy .... uqh i dunno ... i misz him... az much az it hurtz to say i fckin miss him..i cant qet my mind off him...call me weak..i dunt qive 3 fckz....it hurtz when someone haz ur heart in dey handz and all dey do iz hurt it day after day.... why do i alwayz think of him..especially since he treatz me diz way....wtf iz wronq wit me....

JUST REMEMBERED - NO SKOOL TOMORROW ! whoo hoo . i qet to sleep da morning ;] yayz <33

FRIENDZ - Hmm , i just don`t know who`s fucking REAL and whoz FAKE anymore . Let`s just leave it at that

SMOKING- been smokinq alot lately . in juzt a week i`ve smoked me bout 12 squarez no lie ! and da week b4 dat i almost qot arrested kuz before skool my dawg ana had sparked me and like 5 of my dawgz up and w.e we were chillen smoking outside dem housez in front of braddock and w.e the police qot all fucking stupid and started checking up and since she wuz servinq they took her but she came back ;]

DRINKING i`ve been drinking alot lately too . not just liquor but beer too bro . lolz all the femalez i know hate it and i love it . weird ;[

SMALL WORLD - my friend JANET _imperfectionz_ iz back in braddock ! whOo hOo . u quyz don`t understand , i use to talk to her like a yr backk and we lost touch and now she`z back whoo hoo . She told me she saw me the other day at skool lolz the same day i qot couqht . Omq , and she knowz JORGE she knowz him becuhz of hiz crazy hair . Lolz , shez soo linda ! I love u mama <33

TWIN - i loove my fuckin twin KIKII ur my fuckin left nut . my hermana till la muerte anythinq u need i qot ur backk bia . u know i love u like kkrazy we`re just too fuckin raw ;] remember we bezt qo chanqe our belly rinqz toqether hehe . muahz <33

HERMANAZ - Muchoz besitoz to my rawest lyl hermanitaz NANA nd NANII i love u putikkaz like kkrazy . I`mma be hea fo ya alwayz . Count on me in wutever it iz u need iiqht . Mad love <33

HAIR - My momz qonna dye it on friday niqht . My rootz are qrowinq and ewwz they look nasty . I hate how my hair lookz in pics it lookz dark as fuck . It`s pretty blond though but i`m going for that blonder look ;] . I need to also go do my eyebrowz i been pluckin them but i wanna get tha shape aqain , thin as fuck . And i need to go do my nailz ! I haven`t done them in over a fucking month bro .

MOM DUKKEZ - Hmm , shez been acting VERY nice lately . TOO nice . That`s a good thing though but what i don`t understand is why ? After all the fucking shyt i put her ass through . She must really love me ;] Lol

ABUELA - I don`t think any of u know diz , But last yr like a week after my 15z my qramma suffered a stroke . Yuh it made a year diz past month . And it wuz becuz shes diabetic and she wuz eating the wrong foodz . Well , since then she hasn`t been able to talk right she gets tongue tied alot and her right arm is like dead she can`t move it by herself and that totally suckz cuz she`s right handed . And when she walkz , she dragz her left foot . So yea , la pobre ;[ . That`s my love right there i`ve always been like a grandma`s gurl . She`s the first person i told when i lost my virginity . That night i had slept over her crib and i told her and she didn`t get mad or bytch at me she just told me alot of shyt and gave me alot of advice so yea i knew i could always count on her . When i needed something she would always be there for me , I remember once omg lol in my 2nd 15z practicez i was wearing a white miniskirt and i got stained =X She was the one who helped take it out . She`s my lifesaver <33 And now , she can`t even talk . I hope she gets better but i doubt she will . Ever since i was a baby she`s ALWAYS been there for me . She was my babysitter and even when i started skool everyday after skool i would go to her crib till i was like in 9th grade meng . On da real , I love her <33 It makes me so sad to see her this way . She`s my rubia and i`m her rubia ;] She`s the most loving . caring . sweetest person ever and i hate seeing her suffer this way . Sometimes she cries because she wishes she could do everything she used to before . She used to cook some bad ass cuban food , my grandma ? Boooy she could cook from some mean arroz con pollo to making arroz con leche ;] I remember she would make me and jacky batido de trigo lolz . Damn i`m bout to like shed a tear and shyt writing bout this but i just have to let it out . I`ve never really talked about this cause i never payed any mind to it but today i was thinking bout it and looking back and i was like damn u know this lady is just too raw ;] . She`s the mom of my mom , I love the mom of my dad too but she`s the funny one la chusma and shyt i go to her when i need to like be loud lol . But the one i`m talking to is more calm , sweet and just one of the best things thats ever happened to me <33 I hope she lasts alot more years and i`m going to take good care of her and show her alot of love before she leaves me . I love my abuela <33

MODELING- I was soo mad . We didn`t have class this saturday kuz of valentinez day ;[ I can`t wait for next week ! I wanna do my portfolio already bro Ahh !

LMAO- Some guy told me i look like Britney Spearz . Lmfao wtf is he smoking !@&*

HARD TO BELIEVE - Last night my cuzin Lisette called me sayin wuhzah n shyt . And she told me something that i wuz soo fuckin shocked . She went out wit diz nigga David for bout 1 yr . W.e they broke up but they stayed liking each other . Then she got a man and he got a girl and that gurl moved in wit him in hiz house . And hiz mom wuzen`t ok wit it but hiz dad wuz . Soo hiz parentz qot in a fiqht and qot divorced . Then hiz mom still wuzen`t ok wit it and David almost stranqled hiz mom to death and she had to put a fuckin restrainin order on him . Then she told me last night that the gurl got pregnant and is having hiz kid . I was just like whooa . I mean when they went out he wuz like my big brother alwayz had my back we would all go everywhere n juz eat shyt . Smoke out , Drink like un par de locos . Whoo them good ol dayz . I never would`ve imagined them breaking up so when it happened it was total shock . But now that she tellz me that he`s gonna be a daddy and the mommy ain`t gonna be my prima that`z wut shocked me the most . Damnz still hard to believe `

AWWZ - My boy Julio told me he likez me ! Him and Jorge hate each other , so he`s always asking me shyt about him . He hates tha fact that i like him and he hates when i talk good about him ;[

ANOTHER " AWWZ MOMENT " - This guy i met a few weeks ago im`s me wit - YOU DON`T KNOW HOW HARD IT IZ TO LOVE SOMEONE AND KNOW THEY DON`T LOVE U BACK - i was like yuh i understand u . He`s like well it`s very true . And i was like and who`s that person ? He`s like read it again . And i kinda knew he was talking bout ME . But i asked to be sure and he`s like i know you`re not qonna believe me because we just met not too lonq aqo but i love everythinq about u and if u would be my qf i would make u tha happiest qurl alive . I thouqht that was the sweetest thinq ever <33

BRAIDZ- My homegurl Yamila told me she wanted to braid my hair . I wanted to do it diz weekend datz cominq up pero i think imma chill wit Alex . And if i do i ain`t qonna have my hair braided up cuhz when we met i had it like that soo i quess i`ll do it the next week . Or if me and him don`t chill diz week then i`ll do it this week . I haven`t braided my hair in a while meng . And Yamila doez them raw as fuk . She workz at that barbershop Father and Son`z on 1o7th . Yup yup i wuz stuck with her ass in csi last week for like 2 dayz . That wuz soo not fun . Lolz just fukkin wit u whore <33 muahz .

QUESTION - What`s the name of the new song that my husband PITBULL made ? CULO ? Lolz that joint`z hot . I`mma have my sexy mOmma IMPERIAL do me a raw ass layout and icon of him wit dat song . NO BITERZ PLEASE . be ORIGINAL

ANOTHER QUESTION - Who has that program to lowercase sn`z ? If u know where i can get it or if u can please send it to me it will be very appreciated <33 Thanks . BEBA i got u ma ;]

WUT ELSE ? Ooh yea , u know in the real PULLUP song , Isn`t the guy who sayz PULLUP Pitbull ? Everyone tellz me it isn`t and i argue with the whole world saying it iz him . Lol , i recognize that niggas voice anywhere , How can i not ? That`s my hubby ! ! Bro i joined like 3 of hiz mailing listz and i`m defending him up the ass in like 3 different message boardz lolz i`m wack ;] But hey that`s my favorite rapper in the rap game right now . He`s fine , gotz skills and rep`s 3o5 to da full extent till da dayyy . That`s raw as fuck right there

EARRINGZ - Alot of people have asked me bout my earringz . No , they don`t say BABY GURL or BABY PHAT or anything like that . I`ve seen femalez wearing those but nah mine are real gold and they say my name YESENIA . I qot them at a jewelry store by my grammaz crib in lil havana for like 150 . Herez a pik if u guyz would like to see .


That`s one of dem . It sayz YESENIA .


Both of dem .

Well i been taking pics with my celly and thought maybe u guys would like to see them ;] I lOok soo fea pero w.e don`t care here they are , enjoy !


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Wut`s the deal ? Wow , i been lost ! Did u guys miss me ? Lolz . Nah uhm wow , alot has been up lately some qOod some bad . Lets take a look ;]

<b>SKOOL</b> - Hmm , not too good there . Actually , HORRIBLE . I`m such a fucking slacker . If i`m not absent , i`m either skipping or in csi ! My gradez are w.e I got 3 <b>F</b>`z 1 </b>D</b> 1 <b>C</b> and 1 <b>B</b> . And the B iz in fashion design which is my best class which iz an elective sOo yea . Well i wuz planning on hiding the report card from my mom but ok thiz is the story :

<marquee>Going back to February 6</marquee> -

Me and Kenia skipped 2nd period and dat wuz str8 even thouqh <b>MARIA</b> chose to qo in with 2 of her homequrlz and quess wut ? she qave me and kenia each a square lolz . and we started talkinq like we were friendz and shyt . <b>MARIA</b> is jOrges ex or w.e Anyways , it was str8 . I also skipped 4th period to go to 2nd lunch and in the 20 minutez break Me , Kenia and Jacky skipped in tha same bathroom . Then in 2nd lunch we just walked around ate shyt same shyt as alwayz . Well then we didn`t wanna go to 5th period so we skipped . Well in 2nd lunch Yamir had given us 2 squarez and a lighter sOo in 5th period we went back to the bathrOom and started smoking . Everything wuz going good till some new security lady decided to walkk in and started bytchinq and took us to csi . They gave us 3 dayz each blahhh w.e i was in the worst of moods also becuhz Jorge was supossedly qonna ask me out in 6th period and yea i was stuck in csi ! That sucked bolaz . I wasn`t planning on telling my mom cuz since they don`t call home n shyt but w.e when i got home she asked why was i skipping 5th , and i was like huh wtf ? and she told me my teacher had called her saying i had been skippinq for like over 2 weekz and i qo to every other class basically but herz . Lmao bytch <^> w.e sOo yea she found out i got csi .

W.e in csi they kept adding dayz and i reached the fucking limit like alwayz and they gave me outdoor ! My 3rd time already on that shyt lol , My mom wasn`t even surprised , She was more like <b>AGAIN ?</b> , U guyz don`t understand how bad i am to my mom and despite it all she givez me <b>EVERYTHING</b> shame on me ;[

Chilled at tha crib those dayz i wuz suspended . Smokkin . Drinkkin u know how it iz ;]

<b>CHIKOZ</b> - Let`s not even go there . Alex <b>STILL</b> likez me <b>ALOT</b> he`s dying to chill . I think we`re chillin diz saturday datz coming up soo yea . And yuh chanel , i promise i`ll take pikkz so we can finally see if u know who diz character is . Jorge , hmm i haven`t seen him in soo long since i been in csi and suspended and shyt we`ll see what happenz tuesday when we qo back to skool . Rudy .... uqh i dunno ... i misz him... az much az it hurtz to say i fckin miss him..i cant qet my mind off him...call me weak..i dunt qive 3 fckz....it hurtz when someone haz ur heart in dey handz and all dey do iz hurt it day after day.... why do i alwayz think of him..especially since he treatz me diz way....wtf iz wronq wit me....

<b>JUST REMEMBERED</b> - NO SKOOL TOMORROW ! whoo hoo . i qet to sleep da morning ;] yayz <33

<b>FRIENDZ</b> - Hmm , i just don`t know who`s fucking <b>REAL</b> and whoz <b>FAKE</b> anymore . Let`s just leave it at that

<b>SMOKING</b>- been smokinq alot lately . in juzt a week i`ve smoked me bout 12 squarez no lie ! and da week b4 dat i almost qot arrested kuz before skool my dawg ana had sparked me and like 5 of my dawgz up and w.e we were chillen smoking outside dem housez in front of braddock and w.e the police qot all fucking stupid and started checking up and since she wuz servinq they took her but she came back ;]

<b>DRINKING</b> i`ve been drinking alot lately too . not just liquor but beer too bro . lolz all the femalez i know hate it and i love it . weird ;[

<b>SMALL WORLD</b> - my friend <b>JANET</b> _imperfectionz_ iz back in braddock ! whOo hOo . u quyz don`t understand , i use to talk to her like a yr backk and we lost touch and now she`z back whoo hoo . She told me she saw me the other day at skool lolz the same day i qot couqht . Omq , and she knowz <b>JORGE</b> she knowz him becuhz of hiz crazy hair . Lolz , shez soo linda ! I love u mama <33

<b>TWIN</b> - i loove my fuckin twin <b>KIKII</b> ur my fuckin left nut . my hermana till la muerte anythinq u need i qot ur backk bia . u know i love u like kkrazy we`re just too fuckin raw ;] remember we bezt qo chanqe our belly rinqz toqether hehe . muahz <33

<b>HERMANAZ</b> - Muchoz besitoz to my rawest lyl hermanitaz <b>NANA</b> nd <b>NANII</b> i love u putikkaz like kkrazy . I`mma be hea fo ya alwayz . Count on me in wutever it iz u need iiqht . Mad love <33

<b>HAIR</b> - My momz qonna dye it on friday niqht . My rootz are qrowinq and ewwz they look nasty . I hate how my hair lookz in pics it lookz dark as fuck . It`s pretty blond though but i`m going for that blonder look ;] . I need to also go do my eyebrowz i been pluckin them but i wanna get tha shape aqain , thin as fuck . And i need to go do my nailz ! I haven`t done them in over a fucking month bro .

<b>MOM DUKKEZ</b> - Hmm , shez been acting <b>VERY</b> nice lately . <b>TOO</b> nice . That`s a good thing though but what i don`t understand is why ? After all the fucking shyt i put her ass through . She must really love me ;] Lol

<b>ABUELA</b> - I don`t think any of u know diz , But last yr like a week after my 15z my qramma suffered a stroke . Yuh it made a year diz past month . And it wuz becuz shes diabetic and she wuz eating the wrong foodz . Well , since then she hasn`t been able to talk right she gets tongue tied alot and her right arm is like dead she can`t move it by herself and that totally suckz cuz she`s right handed . And when she walkz , she dragz her left foot . So yea , la pobre ;[ . That`s my love right there i`ve always been like a grandma`s gurl . She`s the first person i told when i lost my virginity . That night i had slept over her crib and i told her and she didn`t get mad or bytch at me she just told me alot of shyt and gave me alot of advice so yea i knew i could always count on her . When i needed something she would always be there for me , I remember once omg lol in my 2nd 15z practicez i was wearing a white miniskirt and i got stained =X She was the one who helped take it out . She`s my lifesaver <33 And now , she can`t even talk . I hope she gets better but i doubt she will . Ever since i was a baby she`s ALWAYS been there for me . She was my babysitter and even when i started skool everyday after skool i would go to her crib till i was like in 9th grade meng . On da real , I love her <33 It makes me so sad to see her this way . She`s my rubia and i`m her rubia ;] She`s the most loving . caring . sweetest person ever and i hate seeing her suffer this way . Sometimes she cries because she wishes she could do everything she used to before . She used to cook some bad ass cuban food , my grandma ? Boooy she could cook from some mean arroz con pollo to making arroz con leche ;] I remember she would make me and jacky batido de trigo lolz . Damn i`m bout to like shed a tear and shyt writing bout this but i just have to let it out . I`ve never really talked about this cause i never payed any mind to it but today i was thinking bout it and looking back and i was like damn u know this lady is just too raw ;] . She`s the mom of my mom , I love the mom of my dad too but she`s the funny one la chusma and shyt i go to her when i need to like be loud lol . But the one i`m talking to is more calm , sweet and just one of the best things thats ever happened to me <33 I hope she lasts alot more years and i`m going to take good care of her and show her alot of love before she leaves me . I love my abuela <33

<b>MODELING</b>- I was soo mad . We didn`t have class this saturday kuz of valentinez day ;[ I can`t wait for next week ! I wanna do my portfolio already bro Ahh !

<b>LMAO</b>- Some guy told me i look like Britney Spearz . Lmfao wtf is he smoking !@&*

<b>HARD TO BELIEVE</b> - Last night my cuzin Lisette called me sayin wuhzah n shyt . And she told me something that i wuz soo fuckin shocked . She went out wit diz nigga David for bout 1 yr . W.e they broke up but they stayed liking each other . Then she got a man and he got a girl and that gurl moved in wit him in hiz house . And hiz mom wuzen`t ok wit it but hiz dad wuz . Soo hiz parentz qot in a fiqht and qot divorced . Then hiz mom still wuzen`t ok wit it and David almost stranqled hiz mom to death and she had to put a fuckin restrainin order on him . Then she told me last night that the gurl got pregnant and is having hiz kid . I was just like whooa . I mean when they went out he wuz like my big brother alwayz had my back we would all go everywhere n juz eat shyt . Smoke out , Drink like un par de locos . Whoo them good ol dayz . I never would`ve imagined them breaking up so when it happened it was total shock . But now that she tellz me that he`s gonna be a daddy and the mommy ain`t gonna be my prima that`z wut shocked me the most . Damnz still hard to believe `

<b>AWWZ</b> - My boy Julio told me he likez me ! Him and Jorge hate each other , so he`s always asking me shyt about him . He hates tha fact that i like him and he hates when i talk good about him ;[

<b>ANOTHER " AWWZ MOMENT " </b>- This guy i met a few weeks ago im`s me wit - YOU DON`T KNOW HOW HARD IT IZ TO LOVE SOMEONE AND KNOW THEY DON`T LOVE U BACK - i was like yuh i understand u . He`s like well it`s very true . And i was like and who`s that person ? He`s like read it again . And i kinda knew he was talking bout ME . But i asked to be sure and he`s like i know you`re not qonna believe me because we just met not too lonq aqo but i love everythinq about u and if u would be my qf i would make u tha happiest qurl alive . I thouqht that was the sweetest thinq ever <33

<b>BRAIDZ</b>- My homegurl Yamila told me she wanted to braid my hair . I wanted to do it diz weekend datz cominq up pero i think imma chill wit Alex . And if i do i ain`t qonna have my hair braided up cuhz when we met i had it like that soo i quess i`ll do it the next week . Or if me and him don`t chill diz week then i`ll do it this week . I haven`t braided my hair in a while meng . And Yamila doez them raw as fuk . She workz at that barbershop Father and Son`z on 1o7th . Yup yup i wuz stuck with her ass in csi last week for like 2 dayz . That wuz soo not fun . Lolz just fukkin wit u whore <33 muahz .

<b>QUESTION</b> - What`s the name of the new song that my husband <b>PITBULL</b> made ? <b>CULO ?</b> Lolz that joint`z hot . I`mma have my sexy mOmma <b>IMPERIAL</b> do me a raw ass layout and icon of him wit dat song . <b>NO BITERZ PLEASE</b> . be <b>ORIGINAL</b>

<b>ANOTHER QUESTION</b> - Who has that program to lowercase sn`z ? If u know where i can get it or if u can please send it to me it will be very appreciated <33 Thanks . <b>BEBA</b> i got u ma ;]

<b>WUT ELSE ?</b> Ooh yea , u know in the real <b>PULLUP</b> song , Isn`t the guy who sayz <b>PULLUP</b> Pitbull ? Everyone tellz me it isn`t and i argue with the whole world saying it iz him . Lol , i recognize that niggas voice anywhere , How can i not ? That`s my hubby ! ! Bro i joined like 3 of hiz mailing listz and i`m defending him up the ass in like 3 different message boardz lolz i`m wack ;] But hey that`s my favorite rapper in the rap game right now . He`s fine , gotz skills and rep`s 3o5 to da full extent till da dayyy . That`s raw as fuck right there

<b>EARRINGZ</b> - Alot of people have asked me bout my earringz . No , they don`t say <b>BABY GURL</b> or <b>BABY PHAT</b> or anything like that . I`ve seen femalez wearing those but nah mine are real gold and they say my name <b>YESENIA</b> . I qot them at a jewelry store by my grammaz crib in lil havana for like 150 . Herez a pik if u guyz would like to see .

<img src="http://ee.1asphost.com/ladyrubia/1%20erring.bmp">
That`s one of dem . It sayz YESENIA .

<img src="http://ee.1asphost.com/ladyrubia/earringz.bmp">
Both of dem .

Well i been taking pics with my celly and thought maybe u guys would like to see them ;] I lOok soo fea pero w.e don`t care here they are , enjoy !


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Que fea !

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Ewwz .

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My eyes look too big .

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Too close

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One day dat my cuzin peter came over we juz started eatinq shyt and he put he hiz bandana and hiz cap on and i started throwin da <b>3O5</b> siqn up wit muh handz ;] U can`t really see the O thouqh lolz .

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I look horrible in diz pic . It was one of dem dayz dat i wuz suspended bored chillen at da crib smoking .

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Oh fa sho . Bacardi n a Corona ;]

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Smoking`s bad ! But i love it

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Soo ugly . I don`t even know why i posted thiz pic

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Another one

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Smoking ;]

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I love my black hat ;]

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Had just started drinking it ;]

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I look blahh

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Bout a month ago before skool .

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In this pic too .

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Hmm ` w.e

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My cuzin Peter wuz qonna take the pikk and i just started cracking up lol

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I love tigger ;]

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My eyes n face look weird

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Me in my whitebeater

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Me wit da corona ;] . It`s almost empty lol

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Me , eating shyt wit tha cam

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Can`t really see , but i was bored and doin the 3o5 sign

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Say hello to my little friend ;]

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I think i posted diz pic before but yea that`z my beautiful mom dukkez <33 I`m sorry mami for all the shyt i`ve done

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I had just woken up and smoked me one . That`s why i look so blah n my hair was all messy

Dat`s all ;] . Don`t come on here talking shyt bout the pikz cuz i could care lesz .

muahz <33

<b>dade cOuntyz finest rubia</b>
43 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Whoooo hoooo ;] [03 Feb 2004|10:52pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i`m sOo happy .

liL lady like mee iz happy wOot wOot .

ok well lemme tell u quyz wut happend az the day went on .

1st period - nothinq

on my way to 2nd period [ damn everythinq happenz on my way to 2nd period or in 2nd period ] , i wuz walkinq to class and i see him outside in csi wit like 3 other niqquhz and he smilez at me ;] i loove the smile lolz .

then i wuz bout to qo into 2nd period and chichi wuz like bro i dont wanna qo in cuz if we went in we would have to qo to csi and truzt me if he would be in csi i would`ve qone but he wuz outside on workk detail soo i wuz like fukk dat . anywayz me , chichi , naty and monica walked around till da portablez to qive her man jd somethinq w.e we went backk to the office and naty qot me a late pass to qo into 2nd period and i wuz waitinq outside cuz i couldnt qo in cuz i had already qotten to skool late and went to qet a late pass and them people already know me . i get to skool EVERYDAY late . sOo w.e i wuz waitinq outside wit monica and he wuz kinda far away but he wuz lookinq at me cuz he wuz sittin down in the benchez i wuz like omq hez so fine lmao . oo larry qot a nose rinq . lookz nice ;]

well we went back to class and we stayed talkinq for a lil and since i knew jorge wuz outside sOo i went to the bathroom . then when i qot out of the bathroom i saw him and he kept callinq me but hiz custodian quy wuz there so i couldnt qo then when i wuz bout to enter the buildinq to my class he waz sittinq down cuz his custodian had left for a lil and he called me over and i waz like haha u stuckk in csi ;P . and hez like i know bro w.e . then hez like hey ma when can i qo over ur house ? i wuz like uhm , for wut ? hez like to chill . i waz like whenever juz let me know . hez like wut bout thurzday or friday i wuz like yea 4sho let me know . hez like ook i`ll let u know . sOo yea !!!! but i thinkk imma leave wit jacky those 2 dayz after skOol but itz all qood . cuz me and her qonna walk bout 20 blOckz to her crib lolz . and he can walk wit uz ;] whOo hoo . im soo happy !! then w.e the custodian came and hez like hey don`t be distractinq my boy . i waz like i ain`t distractinq nobody and jorge wuz like ` mister , datz my wifey riqht there ` lolz . i waz like omq <33 then i went back to class

3rd period - he wuzent in class but still , i wuz happy cuhz of wut had happened earlier . michelle and christy qot sent to csi sOo i couldnt talk to michelle bout wut had happened . anywayz she told me she wanted to qo out diz saturday wit people from dat class and she wuz qonna tell him to qo sOo yeaa datz qoona be str8 az fukk wOo hOo .

4th period - actually went to class !!!! my teacher wuz like where the fukk have u been . shez a bytch <^> .

lunch - chilled wit ashley . saw jOrge for like a second . ashley told me fabian thinkz i lOok qood . i almost bouqht weed , 5 fOr 1O cuhz napo had . but w.e i texted jacky askinq her if i bouqht it would she blaze wit me and she wuz like yuh 4sho . sOo imma see when i qet da 5 buckz to cop some . on da real lil mama like me wantz to shOot up .

5th period - nothinq

didn`t qo to 6th period me and jacky skipped .

after skOol my dad picked me up we came home and i fell asleep till like 7 .

i noticed i had a missed call from alex and i called him up and hiz dad said he wuz eatinq and he haznt called me backk and i aint qonna call backk cuz w.e i juz aint . he left me a messaqe sinqinq ` siqnz of love makinq ` by tyrese lmfaOo chanel heard it she wuz like wtffff horrible . lolz !!

uhm datz bout it . tomorrow when and if i see jOrge imma qive him my new celly number cuhz since i qot a new phone he doeznt have it . so yuh imma see if we start talkinq on da phone n shyt hehe but w.e doe imma chill wit him either thurz or fri n den maybe saturday sOo im str8 ;]

uhm i qot nthinq else to say sOo imma be out <33 one

Yesenia LIKEZ Jorge alot !!


oOoh yezzz...fuck a nigguh named rudyyyyy!

29 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

I`m a lil teapot short n spout . Wiggle my booty and my hornz pop out ;] [02 Feb 2004|10:38pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

life iz soo confusinq ;[ wuuut .

i wish my life waz PERFECT . nOo worriez . nOo problemz none of that bullshyt

well today haz been ok not too qood but not az i planned .

1st period - some ref told david to hook me up wit him =X

after first period since me and jorge have the same buildinq i wuz waitinq by the dOor for ashley and he wuz passinq by and he qave me the cutest SMILE , omq im such a nerd but bro i still have that smile in my head i mean i dunno why u quyz miqht think am so stupid but i think lil shit like thatz soo cute !!

2nd period - me . chichi and naty qot sent to csi for exclusion....whatz new!!

3rd period - sat allll the way in da back . jOrge had hiz head down tha whole period cuz he wuz tired ;[ soo i didnt qet to talk to him !!

didnt qo to 4th period . i waz walkinq around in 1st lunch with jacky and alex`z best friend manny went upto us to say hi . i didn`t tihnk he wouLd . then me and her met up wit kenia in da community service b.s and 2 other refz wanted to qet with me and they qave me the nickname RUBIA in dat class lmao they dont even know me or my name soo datz how they know me by lmao how funny .

then kenia skipped to 2nd lunch and we stayed walkinq and went to the library to comer mierda and allan wuz dere eatinq shyt wit hiz boyz qod hez FIIIIINE wuuuuut.

5th period wuz stupid .

6th period jOrge had left early since he wuz feelin bad ;[ and hiz ex lady maria skipped to that class u dont understand i juz wanted to qo upto her and stick her . but wtf shez never done shyt to me sOo w.e u know i dont qot a reason to but w.e

after skool me and jacky stayed chillen with gino at da front of da skOol till my dad picked uz up and we dropped her off and we came home and datz bout it

i called alex cuz he had been callinq me like kkrazy these past dayz and we talked for a lil and datz bout it . dat niqquh can be annoyin but he str8 to talk to...when i need advice n shiet...he wantz to qet wit me thouqh...ehhhh

dediCated
i qet the best feelinq when u SMILE or juzt LOOK at me , kuz i know even if itz for a second dat i crossed ur mind ;]

anywayz nothinq else to say sOo imma be out <33 muahz

rubiesita

11 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

U know i`m too raw ;] [01 Feb 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | devious ]

wutz qood . hmm i`m here watchinq nelly n shyt sinq at tha superbowl lOokz raw asz fukk . anywayz today haz been an ok day nothinq haz happend . i been chillen at da cribbOo

i woke up like at 12 and haven`t done shyt ever since .

cpixel iz beinq qay as fukk still ;[ qrr i want it to workk already !

uhm wut else ?

i wanna qo to skool already ! 3rd period . u quyz cross ur finqerz n toez for me pleez <33 pray for me ! lolz .

uhm yea therez nothinq else tOo say sOo w.e

here are a few pikkz i have taken since i qot my camera phOne . i have more but their w.e lolz . here they are ;


me bOored .


gOrdo tOok the pikk n cut out like half of my face lmaOo


blurry , but itz me blOwin the cake on my bday


a pikk of a pikk lolz . me n 1 of my tigger slipperz ;]


eatinq shyt wit the celly in my rOom


my belly rinq . i wanna chanqe the hOop !


my liL cuzins who i babysat yesterday , janelle and marilyn , their 6 and 5 .


a quickk pikk yeny . kenia and me tOok at skOol


teddy bear melvin qave me when he asked me out on VALENTINEZ DAY last yr ;[


my boy rey in front of skOol , on early release when i tOok him home


stephanie qrillin class lolz . i did sum weird color thanq wit muh phone .


my mOm dukkez on nOche buena <33 .


my shOe ;]


one of my ex`z , jOnathan , the reason why meilin n me fOuqht last yr and da reason why she still wantz to fiqht me lmao dumb hoe . hez just my hOmebOy now .


JORGE =X . in class i know most of u qonna say he`z uqly well datz wut i used to thinkk and now i can`t stop thinkin bout him . remember BEAUTY IZ IN DA EYE OF DA BEHOLDER


hiz hair . lolz he put the rubberband on and it lOokz crooked but w.e , i love hiz hair !


cOmiendo mierda wit da celly .


vanessa n me . shez my BLUE DYCK and i`m her PINK DYCK . lolz don`t askk


me in da kitchen . i had juz qotten home from i dunno where .

datz all folkkz ;] i know da pikkz r retarded lolz . and i lOok horrible in the onez of me but w.e don`t matter . anywayz im o0ut <33 muahz .

dat liL lady rubia

40 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

If reefer really makez ya happy nigga blaze it . [01 Feb 2004|01:03am]
[ mood | high ]

I`m sOo happy

heylOo my fellow livejOurnal nerdz . how u quyz doinq today ?

hmm i`m str8 . today wuhz a chillen day i had fun and fOund somethinq out dat juzt made my day , niqht or w.e u wanna call it .

i wOke up arOund 10 thankz to my lil cuzins who came cuz me n my momz had to babysit them . i didnt qo to modelinq , i wuzent really in da moOd for it and i had to buy new hiqh heelz and i never bouqht them so w.e anywayz at like 7 i called jOrgez celly with *67 lolz and hiz boy picked up and hez like hello ? and i didnt say anythinq and he thouqht it wuz maria . and hez like YO MARIA HOP THE FUKK OFF MY BOYZ NUTZ DAWG YA`LL BROKE UP LEAVE DA NIGGA ALONE ALREADY . when i heard the wordz YA`LL BROKE UP ALREADY , i juzt started jumpinq up and down like una lokka lolz . i immediatly called kenia and told her the newz lmaOo im such a nerdy . and w.e shez like yO u beter do sumthinq bout it if not i will sOo yea i cant wait for monday !

then my mOm dukkez dropped me off at eliades crib . it wuz me , him ,jOhnny , and chris . we drank like a bunch of kkrazy motherfukkerz , me and jOhnny shared a blackk , and juan came thru and sparkked us up sOo i wuz in heaven <33 anywayz we juzt walked around , ate shyt like usual . im not hiqh or nuttin yet but i cant feel it startinq to kickk in my mom knowz i wuz smokinq and she haznt told me anythinq yet even thouqh she hatez when i do . oOo wellz i quesz shez learned to accept the fact that i love smokinq n drinkinq . pOor mOmma dukkez =X . lolz im such a bad dauqhter . well then like at 12:3O she pickked me up and now im home . my dawqz lOoney and nica bObby wanted to chill toniqht but i wuzent able to which i need to cuz i been sellinq lOoney out nasty lately lolz . i`ll make it up to u !

anywayz uhm yuh datz bout it . i wanted to qet muh hair braided tomorrow but i dunno if imma be able to w.e doe then i will next week 4sho or diz week durinq da week . my babymOmma NICKY needz to come down to tha m.i.a to braid my pelo meng . i looove u bytch <33 muahz

anywayz i qot nutin else to say sOo imma be out iiqht . muahz <33

rubia

22 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Halooooo . [30 Jan 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

wutz qOod . im here talkinq to my nerd OREO i haven`t talkked to him in da lonqest and he imed me and we`ve been talkinq for a while . i loove u nerdo <33

anywayz skOol wuz iiqht . the periOdz were kkrazy cuz a pep rally , and w.e

hOmerOom - nuttin much .

2nd period - nuttin . naty tOok a pikk of me and chichi....

6th period - nuttin much .

3rd period - wuz soo happy till jOrge qot sent to csi for exclusion . luckily today wuz hiz last day sOo he`ll be back in class next week yayy !

4th periOd - straiqht clownin with ashley .

lunch - i thinkk jOrge n maria broke up . cuz he wuz sittinq at the sweetwater table without HER . which iz weird az fukk . w.e some 2 niqquhz asked me and ashley for our diqitz RIGHT IN FRONT of the sweetwater table ! i sOo totally know jOrge saw that . and i also talked to the nigga wit the gOldz that asked for mah digitz the other day i dunno hiz name lolz . and jOrge iz down with him ay mi madre . w.e datz bout it

5th period - pep rally . chilled wit kenia & jacky ` it wuz qay .

some pers0n keepz callin wit *67 .. o lawd how i hate dattt!!!!! que fuckin annoyin dawg...i have a feelinq itz rudy but i aint tryinq to make miiself feel dat special s0 whatever...

im so blinded by love....i dunt know if itz love im feelin or obsesion...i dunno if i keep thinkinq bout him cuz i feel da need t0 be LOVED like any other qurl...he can sometimez be so sweet but sometimez be such a fuckinq dick dat i juzt wanna leave n never see aqain...if itz dat way why am i qoin after him....i dunt kn0w whatz wronq wit me..i hate him but i feel like i l0ve him at da same time....help

My tearz are just wordz mah heart can`t say

32 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Rubia up in diz bytch . [29 Jan 2004|04:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

cOjOne deze liL putikkaz sure know how to hate on a liL lady . they`ve made 2 paqez on da braddOck messaqe boardz talkinq shyt bout me buahaha .

http://pub5.ezboard.com/fschoolsfrm4.showMessage?topicID=4153.topic

datz da linkk checkk that shyt out ;] . i looove it sOo many haterz and nOt even one haz had the titz biq enouqh to qo upto me and tell me shyt to my face . im juz waitinq for the dat day when all them lil anonymous hoes just qanq up on me and start sayinq all they`ve said in there to my face .

anywayzzz . my day haz been the worst ;[ well nOt really but w.e

1st period - nothinq much we had a fire drill thinq w.e it wuz qay

2nd period - nothinq .

3rd period - jOrge got sent to csi and hez also qonna be there tomorrow . u dont understand how mad i wuz !

4th period - i acttually went to class ! i didnt skip oOo lawd i wuz so proud of myself . : clapz :

lunch - nooooothinq boooooorinq .

5th period - borinq .

6th period - when i saw jOrge walkked in my heart increased itz pace lol . he sat almost next to me and w.e when i lOOked to the left i could see him by the corner of my eye and he wuz just starinq at me the whole class . i KNOW dat niqquh likez me . qod ! but hez still with maria i think ;[ : tearinq :

after skOol nuttinq bro . sOo yuh dat wuz mah day que fukken mierda .
tomorrow niqht imma qo to dolphin wit my hOokerz and saturday imma chill eliades at hiz cribbie . well uhm nuttin else haz happened but lOok mah hOmebOy LOONEY imed me hez sOo sweet .

DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: sak pase ;]
Iady stayz true: u turninq haitian on me now ? lolz jk hiii .
Iady stayz true: datz wut u meant riqht
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: lolz yuh
Iady stayz true: wut u doinq
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: shyt chillin
Iady stayz true: yo tambien
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: howz masisi ass braddock?
Iady stayz true: watz masisi ?
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: fagget lolz
Iady stayz true: lmaOo in creole ?
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: lolz yuh
Iady stayz true: haha
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: i go 2 school in tha gheetto lolz
Iady stayz true: i used to qo to a skool a block away from ur skool and i never learned dat lolz . uqh itz qayer then ever
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: with all tha Towner boyz n tha Zoe Poundz n shyt
Iady stayz true: oOo
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: i'm more down wit tha townerz tho.
Iady stayz true: oo .
Iady stayz true: str8 ;] . oye u qettin out of ig ?
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: yeah i might.
Iady stayz true: oo why
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: i dont wanna be about this gang shyt no more.
Iady stayz true: oOo
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: just wanna be bout my money.
Iady stayz true: oo wut way tho lol
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: working and slangin on tha side.
Iady stayz true: hmm i c tru .
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: cuz if u aint bout money than u aint from daaaaaaaade ;]
Iady stayz true: dayum riqht .
Iady stayz true: do u know bOut computerz ? lolz
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: dependz bout wha.
Iady stayz true: my comp haz a virus and im qoinq krazy ;[ . like do u know wut i can do to fix it ?
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: lolz nopez take it 2 specialist
Iady stayz true: where
Iady stayz true: lol
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: best buy, circuit city
Iady stayz true: oo shyt kk sank u ;]
Iady stayz true: soo howz ur skool n all
DaT cHiCo LoOnEy: good i graduate this march
Iady stayz true: tru
Iady stayz true: while im stuck in the hell hole till june lolz ;[

lolz im such a nerdie . perOo yea i looove u pa , i`m ur guera till da end ;]!!!

well i`m out <33 muahz .

18 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

Rubia up in diz bytch . [28 Jan 2004|11:00pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

wutz fukken qood u quyz ?
well im here chillen boooored qrr derez skool tomorrow . que mierda ! well uhm i havent updated in like 2 dayz sOo w.e i decided to ;]

uhm yezterday not too much happend in 3rd period i wuz havinq the time of mah life . JORGE sat right next to me [ by choice ] . haha , i KNOW he likez me . whOop whOop . for ruby - hez da rubberband chikko - lolz ;] muahz ma . anywayzzz w.e we were steady kklownin da whole period , and i wuz in heaven kuz dat period iz like 2 hourz lonq n shyt . w.e doe he qot mah camera phone and started takinq pikkz lolz and he wrote me a note and he wuz like HI MAH LOVE HOW U DOING when he put the hi my love i wuz like awwwwz . w.e we kept talkinq lmaOo he still wantz to take me to monkey junqle whOop whOop wut a nerd lolz . he sayz hiz ride r hiz hush puppiez lmaOo . well i wuz lauqhinq soo fukken much i swear i dont thinkk i have ever lauqhed like that in my life . well he qoez to me HAVE U EVER LAUGHED AZ MUCH AS U R NOW i wuz like yes . hez like AM I DA NIGGA DAT MAKEZ U LAUGH DA MOST IN DIZ SKOOL lol i wuz like uhm yea =X and w.e he kept makinq me lauqh and the teacher told him that the day after [ today ] he would be in csi for the whole period i wuz soo mad lolz . i wanted to qet in trouble soo i would qo too but nope . w.e thouqh i really like him !

then i skipped 4th period and went to 1st lunch wit kenia and then we went to da library , ate shyt and waited for 2nd lunch and juz walked around wit yeny . then jorge started walkin wit me and larry tOo then i stayed wit deze people and me and kenia went bakk to da library to skip 5th period lmaOo . we were qonna walk to mcdonaldz but tOo many security quardz . w.e in 5th period we started walkin around the skOol and some niqquh qot my number . and alan`z friend started askinq me when i wuz qonna be hiz qf lmao . we.e then we went backk to the library and w.e

then we skipped 6th period too and we went to qet jacky at her class n went backk to da library . then there we were juz walkinq around comiendo mierda and jorge walkz in . lookinq for roach i wuz like ooomq and he qoez upto me and hez like wuhzah ma wutu doinq here and im like skippinq u hez like lOOkinq for roach and skippinq too w.e then he left hez soo lindo . then some class had to qo fo a project and then they qot spread out and like 5 niqquhz walked upto me and kenia and started talkinq to us and 1 of dem i dont even remember hiz name asked for mah number lolz . w.eee

then after skool i took rey home and datz bout .

today i didnt feel like qoinq to skool so mah mom dukkez let me stay home . i drankk a corona ;] buahaha i like beer sOo deal with it . i know nOone likez beer but i do sOo <^> . and i smoked muhself a blach [ vanilla ] wOot woOt .

at like 7 i went wit mah mom dukkez to mall of the amerikkaz and bouqht some white pantz at us topz and 2 shirtz at juz tzinq then we went to taco bell and i stuffed mah fat asz up and den came home and datz bout it

i wanna qo to 3rd period lolz . ahh anywayz i`m out <33 1

fill diz out about mee ;]

1. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. how long have you known me?
3. when and how did we first meet?
4. what was your first impression?
5. do you still think that way about me now?
6. what do you think my weakness is?
7. do you think i'll get married?
8. what makes me happy?
9. what makes me sad?
10. what reminds you of me?
11. if you could give me anything what would it be?
12. how well do you know me?
13. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. do you think i could kill someone?
15. describe me in one word.
16. do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and i would listen?
18. are you going to put this on your live journal and see what i say about you?

thankkz to mah liL sizta nana for the liL survey ;]</marquee>

rubia

4 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

La rubia de ojos claros . [25 Jan 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Pegala . Mi gata gangster sin miedo ;]

Ooh lawd i loove dat sonq . well uhm hii u nerdz ;]

nothinq much haz happened .

yesterday - i went to modelinq . it wuz only for like an hour cuz all da professional modelz and barOn had to qo to some special event . sOo all we did wuz practice walkinq on da runway and dat wuz bout it . then after we finished me and isamar walkked to cariche , da liL cafeteria and ate bouqht cookiez . then she left and i waited for my mom dukkez to pickk me up . while i wuz waitinq for her eliades called me up tellinq me to qo over hiz crib next saturday to chill sOo yea imma qo over and chill wit hiz asz . cuz i havent chilled wit him in soo lonq . anywayz den we came home and my qramma . madrina . her huzband . peter and tuty were here and we ate bar b q and cut the cakke and uhm i showed her how to walkk on the runway lolz .

then today i havent done shyt . im soo fukken bored if anyone haz a diqital cam or knowz bout them pleez let me know . thankkz bye <33

quesz who called??? rudy!!...wtf dat niqquh want..datz da same shit i asked....sayin he missez me and im da only one who completez him....lmaoo dat niqquh stayz on dat bullshit....he needz to qo somewhere wif dat mierda.....

one time fo mah boy kkrazy i loove u chikko . ur soo fukken raw ;] muahz .

EDIT ; i feel like a pathetic lil qurl...rudy juzt left...dat niqquh alwayz qot somethanq to say .... y da fck doez he do diz to me..everythinq iz perfect when hez here..da moment hez bout to dip he haz to fck it up...he alwayz leavez me blind n all pathetic....he makez me shed so many tearz ....im so stupid..i actually allow myself to be diz way...why cant he have a heart? i wish he waz so different...

when i qet da strenqth to leave u alwayz tell me dat u need me..it hurtz so much....he alwayz tellin me he lovez me n im da only one but den why doez he hurt me....he sayz he cant stand to see me qettin hurt so doez he close hiz eyes when he hurtz me?

heartbrOken rubia

16 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

GlamorOus wit a gangsta twist ;] [23 Jan 2004|10:35pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Hooody hOo ;]

New layOut n icon ;]

wutz da knowledqe my pOokieheadz .

hmm i`m chillen chillen like a villen druq dealin fo a livin ;] buahaha .

well today i woke up like around 11 n w.e stayed chillen today waz soo fukkin borinq !

i wuz talkinq to my twiiniie KIKII az she wuz on her way wit her momz to da flea to qet her belly pierced . i encouraqed her to qet it done ;] she wuz soo nervous it waz all qoinq qood till she fainted ! my pOor twiinster ! i loove u bia . well she finally qot it sOo itz all qood now . anyone whoz haz dere belly pierced hit me up at Iady stayz true . thankkz ;]

well chichi told me melvin told her he still likez me but he doesnt thinkk we would ever qet backk cuz i live all the way in kendall and he stayz in liL havana . and he haz noo car soo therez no way we will ever see each other . but wtf he swearz i`ll qet backk wit him . nOo buddy ;]

uhm wut else ? i misz rudy / i never thouqht i would say diz but i do..i misz him way t0o much...everythinq i do or say brinqz me bak to him..how couLd u misz someone wh0 causez u s0 much pain!!

oo yuh also if u know how the fukk i can fix my computer cuz it haz a virus pleeeeeez let me know . and also if u qot a diqital camera and if u know bout diqital cameraz drop me a line or hit me up at iady stayz true i have a question . thankkz <33 muahz .

EDIT - some shit happened dat i rather not talk bout....im in pain....alot of damn pain...i cant even fckin move....i wanna tell my parentz but i dunt want to....i juzt called my cuzin jackie crying my eyez out becuz i need someone to talk to n juzt someone to huq me..whether itz a friendly huq or anythinq...i juzt need someone to tell me itz qonna be ok...shez da only person i can really confide in...friendz sometimez r bullshit to me...i aint up for dat....blood iz thicker den water n i know she understandz my pain...i love u prima..i dunno whut i would do witout u...im lookinq forward to spendinq some time wit u .. since u da only one who REALLY undastandz a chika...cousinz till da day....fck a chik0 named rudy...u aint shit to me...

Love iz sOo blind it feelz right when itz wronq

30 ¬ | thinkk im mOdel type .

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